O God, early in the morning I cry to you.
Help me to pray
And to concentrate my thoughts on you:
I cannot do this alone.
In me there is darkness,
But with you there is light;
I am lonely, but you do not leave me;
I am feeble in heart, but with you there is help;
I am restless, but with you there is peace.
In me there is bitterness, but with you there is patience;
I do not understand your ways,
But you know the way for me…
Restore me to liberty,
And enable me to live now
That I may answer before you and before me.
Lord, whatever this day may bring,
Your name be praised.
- a poem included in Devotions for Lent, by Dietrich Bonhoeffer
I swiped it off of Ann Voskamp's beautiful blog called Holy Experience
No. I'm not really observing Lent this year. Tentatively, i told God I'd try to read His Word every night. For a long time it was my tradition not to miss a night or morning with Him. After i lost my little baby, i just withdrew from His severe love that held me but let my little one fall.
maybe i was wrong to feel that way about Him, but we're working through it. He knows my heart, and this is where i'm at.
And i've missed a couple of days, so i hate even saying i'm observing Lent. Because it has to be perfect, doesn't it?
I cannot do it alone.
He knows how true that is for me.
wow, thanks for sharing those blogs - i love reading new ones - & being blessed by all these little stories being played out - & reading of mamas being faithful - all over the internet. So encouraging.
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