No. I'm not really observing Lent this year. Tentatively, i told God I'd try to read His Word every night. For a long time it was my tradition not to miss a night or morning with Him. After i lost my little baby, i just withdrew from His severe love that held me but let my little one fall.
maybe i was wrong to feel that way about Him, but we're working through it. He knows my heart, and this is where i'm at.
And i've missed a couple of days, so i hate even saying i'm observing Lent. Because it has to be perfect, doesn't it?
I cannot do it alone.
He knows how true that is for me.